Do I know?...

My thoughts run wild, think about anything and everything. Do I know what I want? Is it clear to me who I am from when I wake up to the second I fall asleep? Do they listen to me? Am I emotionally fine? Do I change according to seasons or to days? Am I wake? Should I do this? Should I do that? My head spinning and spinning... stops. I come back to the world, as the normal person I am. And try to concentrate yet again.