15 October 2007

Trying so hard not to scream...

I think so much, it sickens me. The worst thing is that I think and think and think andstill make the wrong decisions... It's like all the thinking was for nothing.

I want everything to be so perfect in my life, and I try so hard.. then it just goes wrong...

I'm gonna end up killing myself one day...

No.. I wont.. but I'll end up as an old depressive hag with a million cats...

I just feel so soffacated. I can't even think anymore... and that's not a good thing...

ay ay ayy... damn growing pains!

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