Plop!

Ask me how I live my life. Ask me what makes me cry. Ask me what makes me jump. Just ask me why.

Pressure, pain, fear of just blacking out; losing time, less life. Wanting so much , too much,. All that adds up. Causing more fear, more pressure, more pain.

Emo-like, I know. But inspiration comes in waves of many colors. My color now... black.

Kink.

One Year...

"And you will cry because time is passing too fast and you know you will lose someone close to you"

And it is incredible how that phrase is true; that as time goes by we lose pets, family, friends; that everything you do now will just be another in the past.

My memories are a huge part of me. I think too much of the past. I remember old friends and how it would be so cool to meet with them again; old moments that can't be erased not even by Mr.Clean's Supersponge. But not only happy moments that make me think, the really sad and mad moments, the moments of confusion and hope. Moments like March 9th & 10th, the last day of 9th grade, Kathy's bday, Karyna's bday, September 23rd... sadly October 1st. Those moments are what make life LIFE.

Don't you wish you could go back? Re-live those "once-in-a-lifetime" moments?

No doubt 2006 was the best year I've lived by now...

*Tear*