If only dreams could come true..

It's incredible how dreams are sometimes your most wanted wishes, and how for the first time in my life, in my dreams, I said 'this is only a dream, you'll wake up later and everything will be the same. don't go.'

... I regret it... because maybe only in that dream would I be happy for whatever he was going say... Just the thought that he had to talk to me, made me happy.

I might think ' this is stupid' ... but i lost my best friend... and it hurt...

Ok... This is weird

"Sometimes the greatest journey is the distance between two people." -- But what if distance in between is making the journey a little too hard for it to be great?

Totally confused... tragically... it's history repeating itself! Over and over again! I'm sick of it! A knot in my throat... soggy eyes!! Think I'm going nuts? I think so, too...

Ok ok! Riight! Calmly writing... munching on ice cubes.. but calm!!!

Ok... ok..

"He's out of my head" she said.

A year later, her heart aches, tears are gushing down her cheeks, then she asks "Why?" Out of nowhere comes this memory of a smile; her own smile, a real smile; suddenly it disappears. She's tossing & turning on the floor and all she hears is that same phrase, repeating itself over and over again "Olvidar el pasado, vivir el presente, gozar el futuro" - her breath is shortening, everything sounds so far away, her vision's blurry but she feel people running in; her last memory, a different smile...

TBC...

NoW